I felt like a bullet just hit me when I received a phone call from my mother to informed that Tun Dr Mahathir had left UMNO. I was shaking...I shed afew tears...and if not because I was in public place I would surely hauled like a baby.
I don't really know what made me so upset with his decision or how to describe my feelings. I guess it because I knew the time would come for this thing to happen but I hoped it would never come. I thought about the possibility of Tun to walked out of UMNO few years ago...due to the way UMNO leaders and members treated him after he stepped down as PM...Well I am just in denial at the time. Why? Because I know UMNO and Tun can never be separated. UMNO is in his blood. He'd been sacked from UMNO before but his loyalty stayed. He loves UMNO too much to announced that kind of nonsense.
Now that I am home...and I read his blog, I understand his motives...his desperation....and his hope. It is indeed a bold move considering the lack of support he gets these days...but I'll be behind him in every steps that he take. I don't have the power to influence people to see what he'd been through these past years after his resignation...the treatments he got from those who used to be behind him....the so called loyals.
I'm too obsessed with Che Det....coz he is my political idol. I grew up around people who believe in him and UMNO as their voices..medium for malays to be heard. I've been following up the politics ever since I was a student. I joined UMNO at the age of 20 because I believe in Tun (another reason is that I've been urged by my aunt who is UMNO's biggest supporter). Tun is my hero, Malaysia's No 1...he still is (deep in my heart). Because of him I traced the history routes of UMNO...reading stuffs that were never been put in school textbooks nor syllibus. I read books about him and books he'd written. The Malay Dilemma, The Other Side of Mahathir, The Way Forward and The Challenge...I learnt history through his experiences. Yes I've to admit my writing...my Ideas...are bias. I don't mind if you want to judge me and to mock me to be this sentimental towards Tun go ahead. I don't care. What can I say...I'M MAHATHIR'S GAL THROUGH AND THROUGH. I'm behind him all the way...
Ah....so many things on my mind at the mo but my fingers are too slow...
later la I continue my rantings...
Monday, May 19, 2008
19 May 2008 in History : Tun Dr Mahathir Left UMNO
Blogged at 11:30 PM
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