My Story : The way I feel Today

My body just gave in after days of constant tireness. With no sleep over 24 hours I finally slept like a baby today. The sound of thunders with rain pouring heavily outside my window just woke me up this late afternoon. Despite my drained self, I can hear my heart singing a happy tune joining my mind rapping joyful words. The warmth of my room mixing with the cold outside blending so peacefully with my soul. Why am I feeling the way I feel? I don't know. Suddenly all possitive energies emerge towards me. I get this great vibes surrounding me. Not only I feel rejuvenated but I sense the bright light is shining me and show me that life is not so bad afterall. There are others facing greater challenges and hardship than me. The world is round...and this life is turning just like the world. Full of ups and downs. There are days with sunshine and nights with clear moonlight but there are also cloudy days and pitch black nights. No matter how a day turns to the next day and the day after...moving forward...thats life...and that is how we should live this life.

I am not a philosopher nor trying to be one...but this thing just came through my mind without me realising it. My fingers tapping the keyboard effordlessly while my brain is working its wonder...which make me wonder again...why am I feeling the way I feel? I don't know but surely enjoying this momment where nothing seems impossible and future doesn't seems so shut down for me. I just need to make a move. I must find what I want because what I want will not find me if I don't take the effort to find it.